Me lovvvvve this photo veryy much! Don't ask me why, cause idk why. HAHA!

I blog to kill time while waiting for him to club finish,that he went WITHOUT TELLING ME! I'm super piss off. Right now time is 2.30am. Omgxz! Club finished at 4am, i'm hoping i can survive till 4am! Lol. I'm jobless till now, so does my dear wenli & xinhua. Omgxz! Can you imagine i've been stuck at the same old places?

First, Home. Second, Phuture. Third, Town. Finish! I don't want this kinda of lifestyle manxz! HAHA! I need work like now! Get my butt off to work now! Pls Call meeeee! :( well, what should i do now? Twitter-ed, facebook-ed, blog-hop-ed. All done! :D

ohya,

I had japanese foods for dinner, went town with my belurvved uncle & relatives. I F-I-N-A-L-L-Y had salmon with wasabi. Brightened my day just like this. Thumbs up! :D & went shop ard taka & ion, and me brought nothing, but belurvved uncle gave me 50bucks to buy mine stuffs. LOVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!*

&

I should not have gotten angry over this motherfucker small issue. I should not rant like a bitch, cursed & swear at hme like a pussy while you're fcuking enjoying yourself at zouk. Omfg! Telling me all bullshit things when you got tipsy? Motherfucker! I'm seriously piss off you went. Well, since is a weekend & blame that you're easy being persuaded by them, omfg, what else can i do? ZZZ!

BUAIXZXZ!

I CURSED AND SWEAR LIKE A PUSSY!

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go.


xoxo

Finally, i uploaded my grad high tea's photos. :)


Mrs brian, my this year form teacher. (:

Mrs Helen Chong, my 1st year sec4 co-form. (:

Miss Chen, Physics teacher. (:

Mr Rashidin, chem teacher. (:

Mr Wee, my god-father. LOL. I'm kidding. (:

Miss Lin, math teacher. (:

Lilian, my sitting partner cum fake twin. (:

Oooh yeah, my 6 year friend, & counting on! (:

& my 10 years of friend, since primary school & counting on! (:

Eng Kiat. (:

Vice chairperson - Ho zhao kiat. (:

Indeed, happiness moments lasted for short, and i miss all the fun, laughters i had for 6 years. Bitter, sweet, i grew up. I had good & bad experiences, yet all these made me grow up to a better one. Yes, i miss them, all those teachers, friends i had met. I treasured all these moments that doesn't come easy yet i want them to stop. I loved them, esp those teachers that i helped me throughout my entire school life. (Com'on, it ain't emo post, but this my only way to express my thoughts?) now, i know why people told me to treasure secondary's school life. From 1n2, 2n2, 3n3, 4n1, 4n3, 5n3, all the best to you guys! Though, some i'll still get to see them when gng club, club, club!

&&

yes! I went phuture last night, this time round, having IRIS ard us. :D she is super duper sober yep! Unlike wenli, tsk tsk! Hah! I must work now, before playing. (: hopefully, anyone will call me, pls! :( :(

&&&

my mood was foul last night, sorry L. i'm suck in expressing my words. idk how to tell you i wanted you to care for me that's all. all out sudden, we both are stuck with words. i do not expect you to be the perfect guy in the world, & i may not be the perfect girl in the world. isn't i being very understanding enough to you? you told me you're busy with work, i try to understand alr. why can't you tell me straight at my face that you CAN'T FORGET HER? :(

Again & again, YOU SUCK AT EXPRESSING YOURSELF! YOU NEVER TRY TO SHOW YOUR CONCERN TO ME!

this time round, i'm down agn. i love you, yet i can't.

BUAIXZ!

SHERRR & MEEEEEEE. (:

Uh-uh! Went town, again ion with xinhua & guess what? I brought a pair of flats, which L told me not to buy, as is a waste of money! That totally suck! I can't resist pretty flats. I want moreeeeeeeeeeeee. I'm not suppose to buy anythings, cos i'm saving money right nowwwwwww! :( why am i not a rich ass? Gotten go interview tomorrow, doing my resume right now, for Zara! Why so many jobs need resume? Ftw! I should send my resume to all the jobs i yearn for, to keep the phone calling, so that i can go for many many interview, yeah?
&
Can't wait for tomorrow sun-tanning! Horray! Together with xinhua. It seem i spent my past few days with herrrrrrr. B-U-T ain't lesbian. Lol.
&
Can't wait for my first walk in interview. Wish me luck, babies!
Alrighty,
Is time to bath, since 8plus i reached hme? :(
&
Tomorrow, ladies night, can i don't go? SIANXZ! SIANXZ! Totally SIANXZ! Not bcos whether L going or not, is bcos aku no mood. SIANXZ like again!
Why can't L be like lasttime that sweet? He suck this time. Made me confuse time & time again. Love doesn't come easy? Don't come and go, L!
SIANXZ like A-G-A-I-N?!




BUAIXZXZ!

Miss Lin & MEEE. (: Sucha super nice teacher!

&
Well, after months, this is my first time i run. :D thumb up! But, i ate mango cake after i got hme. Damnit! Shall go for a run very soon. This time round, no more slacking. :D Twitter is fun. Twit almost everywhere, shiok! Hah. Ohwell, tomorrow gotten go for a walk in interview for topshop. Going with xh. :D Hope it turned out well. Cause i need a job badly. :( I spent more than i usual does.
Let's see what i spent these few weeks.
- high tea dress.
- clubbing.
- pasta.
- movie.
& the list goes on ...
Uh! I needa stop all these, i need a job to settle me down first. :)
Alrighty, eating mango cake again. Yum, yum! :D

& &
I love hate L's ignorance. Though, ignorance is a bliss. Tmd!
he fell asleep AGAIN! Without saying GOODNIGHT! Tmd!
& &
I want eat salmon sushi with wasabi on top! :( if i tell L, doubt he'll bring me! :(
I want eat tom yam!
I want eat hokkien mee!
I want eat Aijisen!
I want eat Fish & Co!
:D
:D


BUAIXZ!

Me want say, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST BROTHER. (:
Sister, of me, love ya! :D
Alrighty, didn't celebrate his day, cause he hate to celebrate. So cork. Lol. Well, spent my two weekends at hme, rot away, which mean, save money. ^ ^ L have been going out with his friends, neglecting me at hme to rot. :( Spent my weekend to eat, tv, sleep. Totally sucky. & ohya, my dear iris is back. *SCREAM OUT LOUD* babe, i miss you damn much. Ladies night, shall seeya at there. (: & can't believed, i've been spending money without getting a stable job. That's totally suck! I wanna work right nowwwwwwwww!
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Yay, i tried out the cheese kimchi instant noodle. One word, Awesome! Loveit! :D While i've that, L had crabs for his dinner. :(
Alrighty, time for beauty sleep.












you've been hot & cold to me. Though seem suck, but i'm learning to accept it, L.(:

JENNIFER. WENLI. MEEEEE. :D

My all time clubber - WENLI. (:

JENNIFER, That kb char bo. :D

JENNIFERRRRRRRRRRRRR. :D

On th way to phuture. (:

I loved my eyeslashes last night. :D :D

Grad high tea was awesome. (: Better off than the previous one i attended. Shall upload those photos when i'm free. I only got hold of above photos from jennifer. :D Last night was packed like hell! I kept going in and out cos of my high heels, didn't really enjoyed myself well. Sprained my ankle. Omgxz! Hate those who kept pushing like nobody business! :@ Went off early ard 3plus am. L piggyback-ed me from outside zouk to take cab, and piggyback-ed me from my hus stairs. :D hope he doesn't got a backache, i know i'm heavy! :(

Alrighty,

Ciaos!

Tonight, Phuture? Ain't sure. :(

Photos are in random. (:
Ion Orchard with xinhua. (:

This is way toooooooo cool. :D

Can i own this label too? :(

Time for a rest after a long walk at town. :/

That's all. Upload the rest nexttime.

Alrighty, went Phuture with the clique yesterday. :D However, before that, went ion (AGAIN) with wenli to find the guys. Left there at 10pm & bus-ed. Well, fun & krazy as usual. Photos are not with me, upload when i'm free. Ended 4 & cabbed hme. With 2hrs of sleep, went back school. Ftw! Had tom yam for breakfast, while wenli had big breakfast. :D :D Going town later on with fav girls to shopping, for high tea clothes. :D I'm super duper busy this week. Partyye hell non stop! Lovee it to the max! Right now, I need cashyyyyy. :(

Oh well,

Save & get a job soon, before mum give me hell. :D

i miss you, like how a kid miss his blanket. (:

Short & Sweet ...
- Woke up ard 2plus.
- Met xh in the train ard 4plus, shopped at ion again for jobs, but to no vaild.
- Wenli came & off we went fast east shop for grad high tea stuffs. again, no vaild. :(
- Ate pasta for lunch & dinner.
- Met ahbei at cine for movie.
- Totally packed, changed venue to marina square.
- Caught 2012 movie at 9.50pm. (:
- Cabbed hme. (:

I'm here, boy. Why can't you see that i want you to be my side? I want you, cause i sensed your secure just ard me. :( I'm fear of letting you go, i wish i could. But, now isn't the right time. :( i'm down on my kneel, boy can you see? I'm fear of those nonsense you gave to me. I'm fear you'll just let go off me easily. I fear your concern just a casual friend's type. I'm fear all this that we both built up, you decided to let it go. I saw those saddness & confusion in your eyes, but i can't sensed your loving towards me. I'm down like how ya do. Please, tell me what to do, will ya? You know, i can't be a good listening girl, without ya. :'<

Ladies' night tomorrow with wenli & co. (: Can't wait yep. However, this time round, he isn't gg with me. :( will ya go with me, boy? :( :( :( :(

i love you, this time, i'm sure. :(

I no longer can foreseen my future, i'm getting weaker as days passed, i'm holding my breathe, but it is getting difficult. What else can i really do? I don't want ya to see the negative side of me. I'm trying to hold on, let me feel the same way as we first get close, would ya? :( i'm at the losing end, why can't you see it? Tell me, i would definitely changed for the better. What am i suppose to do with a love like you. Please, fill me up with your warmth, not your coldness, baby.










i care for you. will you feel it now?

Sat, 14Nov, Phuture.

PRIS. WENLI. JENNIFER. XINHUA. <3

HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY, BABE. (:

Back to blogger for a time being, ditched onsugar for good. Last night was fun. All were gone like shitxz, and their funny faces made me laugh like mad. Okay, i'm bad. :) Dancefloor was super packed. Oh well, ladies night on wed. Anyone? HAHA! I need a job super duper badly. Intro me pls. :( Ohya, I finally cut away my freaking long hair to short, which i lovee it alot. I'm loving it. :D Alrighty, i hate to type alr.

Byes.

rantoutloud.onsugar.com (: