If you could do those small lil sacrifice for me,i'll do it for you too. (:


okays, basically i spent my x'mas drinking. But had a small quarrel with him before that, spoilt my day. Whatthehell. Ohya, met up with the drinking clique, and settled ourselves at melva's house downstair, pool side. Nice night, had nice chat with my girls. <3
and had a nice lil chat with V. (L) So, after drinking. Cabbed down to Junjie's hus with Xinhua. Met up with Junjie & V. Ard 7plus morning bused hme, and V accompanied me waited for bus with his bed hair. (V) Whatthehell.
Out of sudden i wants those caring from youuuuuuuuuuu again. :( can i?
Yayaya, cannot have much hope, i know! FXCK!
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I don't want to talk about anything now.


buaizzzzzz.


Again, i seen the true colours of you! Whatthefxck.

Oh yeahzzzz. Is the x'mas season, but i felt is just normal days. Bcos my pay haven't come yet. I need wait till jan. Omfg! That's very very long. :( me super poor, that gotten rely on my mama. Love her ttm only when she don't nag at me coming hme late like 5plus in the morning. Heh.
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I spent my wednesday night at phuture with all my clubbing mates. (L) However, i felt i wasted it lah. Aw. Saw what i shouldn't saw. Heard what i shouldn't heard. What's wrong with me? Anyway, had drink outside, was on phone with V at that point of time, as i wasn't feeling great. Thanks. <3 . . . . . . So, tonight, my x'mas eve. I'm gng drink till i drop with all my drinking mates. Me lovve all of you lah. Always have drinking session. Super duper shiok. Hope my mum doesn't nag at me like nobody business. Yawns! So ...................
MERRY X'MAS! HOHOHO! :D
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below are my first and last post, after today, i'll let it go.
L, since things had turned out this way. i think it is also the time for me to say all these out. i'm thankful all these while, having you ard me esp during my o's preparation period. though is a small thing, but i really appreciated it alot. i knew many things happened all these while, and i tried to learn and overcome it. being a typical girl, i saw those changes in you, and things that happened in me. i dare not speak out bcos at that point wasn't the right time for me to do so. now, i'm able to bring out the courage to do so, which also mean that, i'm learning to let go of you. i'm prepared not bcos i've V, is bcos i want to learn how to be strong enough too. and i believe you need time to have fun etc after a long term rs, and you mentioned you wanted to travel. i really understood it and i've been very understanding abt it too. if both of us doesn't make any first move, pls, let me be the one that leave this love game. i'm tired, yet i still love you. :(

I wanna blow this kinda of bubbles toooooooo. My childhood's activity. :D
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I'm stuck at hme the whole day. You know why? I woke up ard 5plus. Cause i was on phone with V from ytd 2plus am till this morning 6plus, before he went meet zj for both breakfast and interview and i went back to sleep. :D
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now ..... i-don't-know-what-should-i-post. Whatthehellzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
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Me, can't wait for wed, ladies night. ;) oh yeahzzzzzzzzzzzz! Zouk-ing. Shiok shiok. :D & my plan for this week is well planned. :D
Let's see .....
Wed - Zouk, for ladies night. Before that, meeting Brandan for dinner.
Thurs (Eve) - Meeting Jk for lunch. After that, drinking session with drinking clique.
Fri - Out with those couplezzzzz. -.o
Sat - House party with relatives to celebrate belated x'mas. -.o
Sun - Meet up with my 9nine.
I lovvvve this week's plan. Hope it goes well then. Heh.
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Hopefully i can get that waitress job. Can work with Elaine & Wenli. Me lovvve. (Y) &&&&&& i need plan my wishlist before pay comes. ^ ^
Let's see .....
- Long champ bag.
- Buy that 2 m)phosis tops that i saw.
- New make up set. Dior, here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
- Vaio red lappy.
- Get a belly piercing. { me yearn it for so long }
- Digital camera.
& i'm lazy to type out, in case the list get too long. lol. BUT can i've all these for x'mas? :(
So yay,




BUAIBUAIZZZZZ. :D







gng on phone with V now. (L)

Meeeee lovvve my boy. LOL!
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Alrighty, my blog seem so dead, so doubt so anyone will read? :( shall do a quick post before gg on phone with V. (: hmm, Mango's sale suck to the max can. Worked like a dog. Nabeixz. From morning 10 till 12midnight. Totally insane lah. Though free cab fare, but hell no to work for them. I'm more into torture can. ZZZ! So yay, gonna rot at hme for a time being before getting a new job. Heh. Out of sudden, can't think of what to post. :S
Ohya....
Today, dinner at 401 with Wenli. :D Ahbei came his work. Went kovan to eat AGAIN! After that, went find V, ard 12plus, hme sweet hme. (:
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Clubbing on wed, me miss soooooo much lahhhhhh. :( phuture again? Have the urge for powerhouse. HAHA! &&& drinking session. Damn shiok. Where all my clubbing mates! I missed all of you lah. Seeyou guys on wed AGAIN!
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So, X'mas is coming. Me happy yet sad. Cause this the season, i should get presents for my loved one, but blame that i couldn't get a job in nov. Wth. & so pay only come in jan. I'm so sad lah. I wanted buy so many tops that i caught in m)phosis, but aku cannot buy.... Eh, fuck, lol. &&&&
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i've the urge for body piercing lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Anyoneeee? Heh.
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Gna talk on phone with V now. He must be mad at me, waited for me so long since 12plus when i went to bath till now, is 2plus am. Hah.
Alrighty,




BUAIXZ!











L, is you who made me change and made me realise you can no longer be there for me. i tried holding on. really. yet, i see no improvement. tell me, how can i tell you i love you? :(

Me lovvve the way her dressing code is. NICE. :D

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Felt great saying a big NO to club tonight, and had decided to watch my show at hme instead. Shiok shiok. So, i went town with my family to eat & shopping. Had thai express for dinner. Super duper shiok. Hah! & after that, went shop shop with them. I caught a FION LIMTED EDITION wallet. If only i work last month, perhaps i got the money to buy that, which costed $169. Aw. Whatever. ~ me still lovvve Agnes b wallet. :S

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& so, L went club again. But well, somehow i felt he changed.... Towards me. I no longer felt the way i used to felt for him. I tried many ways to slow down my pace, friends ard me told me not to be too serious with him, but...... I envy some of my friends, that can treat their other half that good. I can only listened with full of envy. I just gotten to shut my blurdy mouth. Pris, whatever ok. FUCKER! I'm not piss off, just sometimes, i can understand him, why can't he do the same thing? Wrong timing. F hell! I'm making that effort, yet he can't see. Uh-motherfcuk**! :<

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Buaixz, time for my show again. I think uploaded okay alr ba? Hah. Nights all. :)

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L, can you see there isn't any point of me to hold on, whereby i'm the only one trying to? Yes, i love you, but i'm tired of trying every ways, slowing down my pace, endure your ignorance. Sometimes, i just wished to let it go, but your caring holds me on. Tell me, what should i do in order for you to know that i'm tired? Many things can meant to wait, but can you see, i'm tired? Each month passed, each day passed, seriously, i dare not to ask for more. I'm trying to hold back those tears, but...... what about you?

Fareaha & Meeeee. (: This was when i met her yesterday. :D
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& right now ....

I feel like pulling my pony tail. :S

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Alrighty, stayed at hme the whole day, gave tonight phuture amiss. & i'm loading the taiwan drama, 下一站, 幸福 which have been on for like months. I know i'm slow, but since, i got nothing else to do, i loaded this drama to kill off my time, while hoping i'm able to sleep early, as tomorrow me going for Mango interview with my girls. Haha. So, i going think hard which job should i get? The roadshow kinda or? Me ain't sureeee. :(

Hmm,

I wanna catch some latest movies too, hoping with L. BUT THEN, he'll be super duper busy for the next few weeks. :S Ah, seriously, camp sucks. :( hopefully, i gotten a job to wait till 21dec, when he is free from his so called missions. Ah, lameshits! Miss L, BUT THEN, he doesn't bothered, what for?! Care for him, BUT THEN, he'll go yayaya all the way. Mother-hell! Tell me, how should i handle him? Tsk.

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He made me hesitating ever further more, should i've my love laid ever more? What made me can't even move on, or even step forward abit? HURHUR?! Uh, not now. Now isn't the right time to bade goodbye. Is not i'm not used to it, just i finally got my feeling right. BUT THEN .... Sighhhh! :( People, kill me straight like now. Pris, you're sucha pussy!

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Off my show nowwwww,

Goodnights readers

& hoping to hear L's voice tomorrow, that arseholeeee!

BUAIXZ!

Me finally got 1ooth posts! Like f-i-n-a-l-l-y! :D you can say, i'm freaking lazy to blog at times, but well, these few days, i blogged like almost everyday? Lol. Okay, enough.

Meeee Lovvve her tattoo. <3

I managed to get up from my bed, after struggling myself, from 8.30am till 9am! Lol. Because, i've less than 3hours of sleep, drats! Well, i got myself prepared, & trained down to meet fareaha like finally. I guess the lasttime i saw her, was..... She took her O's results, which is this year jan? Miss her like fcuk! Lol. & yay, together with her friend - Sally. (: who fall the same date, same month & same year as i do! Sounded retarded, but hey! But it was cool, i still thought march is rather the ' not-much-pp-birthday ' kinda. Lol.

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After that, trained to town for chilling, and talked core! Like how i always do it with my girls. Each have a cup of coffee, settle down, the mouth will start to bitch ard like there is no tomorrow! HAHA! Esp, stalkers like me & xh! :D we stalk pp thru blogs! HAHA! So, chilled till 2plus, till their friend came. Gosh! I super like her piercing. NICE! :D wanted to have, but mum stopping me! Omgxz! Shopped ard takashimaya there, separated from them & went find serene.(:

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Accompany her for break, talked core with her till xh & wenli came. (: slacked at lucky plaza mac. Lol. Then headed to ion, like again?! ZZ! I brought another pair of shoes. Shiok! :D i think i spent inside the shop for more than half an hour? Lol. Walked over to far east plaza, walked ard, then had wanton noodle. Super niceeeeeeeeee! Then slowly walked to heeren then to centrepoint and then home sweet home. (:

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Alrighty, tomorrow ladies night again, at phuture. (: yes, is again! Lol. Hopefully, L is coming along with meeeee. & yay, of course, fareaha & sally & another friend. Can't wait, yet i'm considering. :( I want L to go with meeeee. He is dead after coming back from another island, poor him! But, oh well, he is hot & cold arsehole. :D

I'm lazy to blog nowwwwwww!

So,

CIAOXZ!