Oh yeahhhhhhh, people, i miss clubbing so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh! :( Especially with my girls. Ohmygodzzz. The lasttime i hit the club, was phuture, i guess 2weeks ago?!

& good news! My january pay is coming in soon. Like in few days time. Hurray! Time to shop shop with twinny & clear my debts. :( So sadzzzz! Not yet brought all i want for Cny yeahzzz! Going to stop working for a time being to give myself a break. Comeon, i needa break yeahzzz! HAHAHA!

&& i brought some of my Cny stuffs alry! :>

- 1 set of jumper.

- 1 white top.

- 1 pair of heels.

:>

&& i need buy these real soon. :(

- 2 bottoms.

- 2 tops.

- 1 clutch bag.

- 1 pair of slipper.

& the list goes on....

:(

My new baby is on its wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :DD my iphoneeeeeeeeee. In like few more days. HURRAY! CHEERSSSSS!

&& i want all these for my 19th birthday plsssssssssssss. :(

- Bkk trip.

- Lables & more labels, esp wallet.

- Ricci Ricci perfume.

- Dkny watch.

& as usual, list goes on. BUT, BKK TRIP RATED FIRST! :D

I h8 see my long-time-no-see relatives, esp Cny, when i've to wake up freaking early to go pai nian, just to get their angbaos, bcos mostly will leave my grandma's hus in like early aftern, & whereby i only managed to reach my ahma's hus in later aftern. Nevermind, some that don't get to see me last yr, will ask 'Ah lian so long didn't see you, you've grown up.' Nabeizz, of cos grown up lah, if not still like kiddo? Hello, i'm turning 19 in like 2 months time. Some will like 'this yr o level or what? Going study what?' i'll reply 'oh, just finished o's, waiting for ITE loh.' Their F face will like 'HUH?! ITE? Why go ite?' Stupid qns, of cos failed O's lah! Sibei dulanzzz. Nevermind, will give those kinda of look-down-on-chuuuu fcuk face. Very dulanzzz. The most dulanzzz part is, some will like 'HUH?! Then same as your brother, go ITE uh? Like that graduate later than your brother right?' NI NABEIZZZ! BEFORE THAT MUST TAKE THEIR ANGBAOS FIRST! BUAY TAHAN my relatives. Because mainly are uni students, or poly. :( NEVERMIND, i go there is to collect angbaos, & not listen to their sarcastic remarks, esp when they said 'that your elder bro uh?! See the difference? :( THIS ONE FREAKING LAMEEEEEEEE! HAHAHA! This is why i don't like wake up early to go pai nian, to see thier f faces, esp this year. :(

2am alry, im working tomorrowwwwww. OMGXZ!

CIAOZ!

on a lighter note : meeting j darling & kljk tomorrow! :>

Sucha disappointment i got. That wasn't what i wanted. Whatthefxck. It's getting on my nerve. I got the worst day ever. & i need to let myself cool down, but i can't! Partly because of school posting result , partly because of someone. Yeahzz, someone! Nabeizzzz! Angry ttm! WHATTHEHELL IS ALL THESE MANZZZZZ?!

Pray hard all these shitty things would not be rmb foreverrrrrrrr! The awful feeling is suck. The fear of things that gonna happen are getting stronger. Yeah, nowadays, i don't appear as strong as i'm. I gave in whatever shitty comments i got, i controlled my temper no matter what, i learned to accept what god gave to me, & what my character is. But pls don't ever try to test my patience, i don't care who the fxck will lose out. All i know, is time for me to be firm with myself. NABEIZZZZZZZZ! I'm super pissed off right nowwwwwwwwww!
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Kinda of happy because i got my piercing after so long, YEAHZZZ! :>
but now, i'm super moody!



BYEEEEEEE!

9Nine's dinner @ Chompz.

Working with @wennli. :D

oh yeahzzz, i'm off straight 3 days. Mon till wed! Hurray! Which mean i can have enough rest more, & have more meet ups! & i'm going throw aways those textbooks & papers which have been collecting dusts ever since nov last year and its lying on my sofa. HAHAHA!

&

yesterday after work, met up with @ChuaHE, @MELyjw, Dq & Jasmine. Walked ard, Jas left to meet her friends. & the rest of us went had dinner at taka. After much arguments, they finally decided to eat crysal jade. & omgxz, it suck. All of us had a hard time eating the noodles. HAHAH! But aftermath, back to ion to find @wennli. They smoked awhile, then mrt-ed hme. Then went pa-sa-ma-la awhile with the guys, slacked & then hme sweet hme. Like finally i can sleep more than i usual had! YEAHHHHHH!

&&

Believe it not, seemed kiasu, but i'm starting to think of what to do on my birthday. I know is march, but i want it to be perfectly done! HAHA! Definitely no clubs. I'm not that stupid to let my 9Nine girls to drunk me, & see my night get wasted. HAHAHAHA! And i havent shop finish for my cny clothes & etc. Can jan pay come faster pls! I want to shop badly. I've alot to buy, you know you know! :(

&&&

yeahhh, meeting @fareaha dear on wed for my new piercing. Seeyou dearrrrrrrrr! :D i won't update till next week, reason being time for me to work, work & work! SIAN UH! :(

BUAIXZXZZZZ!

Yeahzzzz, photos are zouk last saturday i think. (:
With @wennli & kljk's clique! :D


@wennli & @PRISLAAAA <3 (fyi, i don't smoke, that belong to idk who! Lol!)


@PRISLAAAA & KLJK! :D

Didn't really update much due to work, work, & work! :( So tiring to force myself to get up & work, though is very slack. I'm gng quit real soon. I'm sick of working at that shop. HAHAHA! Intro me new job pls. & yeahzzz, shopping tomorrow soon with twinny, @ChuaHE, & myjw. :D pls don't rain. :( As you all know, it rain almost everyday. Yawns!
& congrats me, i'm gng get my iphone in 20+ days! YEAHZZZZZZ! Happy like shit manzzzz! Ok, i won't thot of getting blackberry anymore. So, don't mention that blackberry better than iphone, or else i'll change my decision. :D HAHAHA!
Ohya, thanks kljk for accompanied me for break yesterday! :D HAHAHA!
&&
Meeting 9nine later onzzzz @ chomp2. :D hope to see @ohfriday & @wennli later onzzzz! & I'll definitely miss @heymachine for sureeeee. <3
&&&
I'm gng pack my room now, before meeting my girls.
&&&&
Time to have a shopping list with me, before i overspend my budget! HAHAH!



Alrights, bye! (:



i want back my family's warmest's love once again. Sorry! :(

My dear Iris is going back to Australia in few days time. :( gonna miss the fun we had, esp at clubbbbbbbbbb. <3 loveyou my girl! Hah!
Oh well, mentioned about club, i didn't hit the club for almost 2 weeks! Hah! I've been going for work, supper with clique, & then kbox! :D Well, so i almost meet up with the same old faces. People like : Melva, Che, Dq, Lilian, & maybe Wenli & Xinhua. Nah, hardly met Xinhua too. :( but all came out just to slack & eat supper at hougang plaza. (So near my place! HAHA!) So i'm getting fatter. :( but the company was awesome. (Y)

& i'm changing phone real soon this time. Prolly next month, early feb. My uncle gonna buy for me yeap. I'm deciding either Iphone or Bb (Blackberry)! HEH! Can anyone help me decide. I want know which phone is good. & i'm working for this whole entire week & next week. So, i'm unable to shop for clothes. :( WTH! How am i suppose to get off daysssss? Nevermind, shall get off dayssss from them! HAHAHA!


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I'm getting new piercing next week. :D Excited! HAHAHA!


Alright, CIAOXZXZ!

Overdue Photos. (Not in order)
Phuture & Rebel. (:

Orangeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.


The clubbing peep. :D (Wen. Pris. Wilson. Fabian.)


Myjw. Pris. (first time crub with him, lol!)


Iris. Pris. <333>

Wenli. Pris. (L) Long time never crub with you alry!

Rebel Photoieeees. :D

CHEERS! (:

Vodka lime? Forgotten! :(

<3>

On our way to Rebel, in the train i think?! :D

Iris & me, way too boring while in the train. :D

Regards to my results, VERY NOT GOOD! FULLLL STOPPPPPPPPPP!

Off 3 days & till wednesday only. :( yesterday & today mood was rather spoilt! Hellzzzz lot man. Nevertheless, friends ard me showered their care & concern to me, Well i appreciated. Can't believed without you guys, i would probably fall & couldn't get up. Thanks all. Esp Lilian, Hieneng, Melva, Wenli, Xinhua, Dingquan, Joonkai, Branden, Jinwei, & Craig. Without those comfort words & encouragement, i would probably died somewhere & in the netherworld. LOL LOL! Great big thanks to all! <3>

Oh well, hope this girl is fine after i confessed everything on phone, & knows what she wanna from her love life, all the best to you, girl! I hope my confession would made you know what to do next. Though i may not know you well, but can sensed you're a nice girl, you deserved someone better, goodluck! (: & to that fking guy, you own me an explanation & pls don't ever mess ard another girl's life, you'll only ended up nowhere but got yourself to suffer. Don't be stupid to feel guilty that you totally screwed my life, though i don't deserved all these shit from youuuuuu, but thank god is all over, & hope you learnt your lesson, dumbass! :>

Please don't assume anything from above post.

Got to sleep now, seeing doc tomorrow. :(

BUAIXZZZ!

That arsehole insist of taking photo. LOL! SO LAME! X:



Wanna fit in the picture too. NO WAY MAN! LOL!


Didn't really update my blog for like so long, since i started work at ion. Visit me yay, at B1. HAHAH! Yawns! So, decided to blog since i got better nothing else to do. Let's seeeeee ....

Work is so boring, the moment i reached workplace, first thing i do changed to working clothes, then go down and buy foods to eat. Lol. Slack till my break time, went eat again with either my mum (since she is working too, free lunch!) or serene, since she happened to work at town. HAHA! So, went for 2hrs break instead of 1hr. (Y) had funny stupid talks with serene. WTH! Aftermath, Supper after i knocked off. Fattening siol. :(

So, these few days had supper either with serene or melva and co. Had supper at kopitiam square, 401 or even at hougang mall's mac. TWISTER FRIES! <3 (do i spell it in this way?)

& so, pay got in alr! Happyyyyyy! :D brought two tops alry. Next to buy either bag or wallet. Heh. Wanted Burberry wallet so muchhhhhh. $495. :( but, my friends are getting Gucci wallet at half of the price. That HALF PRICE attracted me so much. Howsssss? :( Sian ttm. & i want buy clothes, needa update my waredore soon. Lol. & yeahhh, my hp contract gonna end soon. Getting iphone soon, hope my uncle will buy for me. Heh. But, i want the new batch of iphone to be launched, but then i cannot wait for that fking long, if it is gonna launched on dec. FTW! :( gonna think hard again. :(
TOMORROW RELEASE OF O'S RESULTS! Can't believe i'm gonna take tomorrow. Hasn't decide what courses i want, a backup plan etc. Omgxz! Howsssss? :( YAWNS!
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So, i'm gng shop soon, to update my wishlist. HAHA! & i'm changing job soon by end of this month. & i want back to clubbing's mood pls. Heh.
I want .....
- Piercing again, pls mummy. :(
- Tops.
- More bottoms. (just realise i got more tops than bottoms. WTH!)
- Either burberry or gucci wallet. :D
- Longchamp bag. (:
- Good results for o's. 20points and below i'm asking for. YAWNS!
- Iphone. HAHAHA! (changing phone soon!)
& my wishlist goes on. SAD!

Alrights, sucha long post.
BUAISXZZXZ!

Hi, i'm finally back from blogging, after so long. And yah, i know 2009 had ended, but still want have a little flashback since when i'm in secondary school till now. I laughed at those retarded photos, but i still (L) Heh. So yay, bear with me as this gonna be a very very long post. ^ ^


My clique in 2nd year sec4. I was afraid can't get along well with my own new batch of classmates, nevertheless, i felt more outgoing when i hang out with them more often. Though some i won't get to see, but some like wen, xh, lian, che and mel, but thanks for being sucha bunch of nice friends on earth. <3

If i din't rmb wrongly, this was took last year right? HAHA! Thanks my girls for being there esp when major problems hit right onto me, and i've them with me. Though at times i felt sad etc, you both never failed to cheer me up, esp xh's silly joke. I know our friendship still counting onzzzz. I love you both ttm! <3


My twinny, TAN LILIAN. My sitting partner last year. Stand her random beatings, her stupid scolding, laughed at her stupid actions, taught one another how to do one stupid qns, learnt one another's painful lessons. I'm glad that you're there for me whenever i need you. Without you, i bet i'll be bored in class, though i'm always the one that fall asleep first! HAHAH! I love you twinny cum dumbass! <3


My lesbian, my bff, and many funny stupid nicknames for you, i just cannot mention it out. HAHA! Oh well, just want thanks for being there for me whenever i want someone to pour out my feelings to, and rant out to. Though sometimes we had conflicts, i'm glad those conflicts happened, it made me learn to become a better friend of yours. Though at times we had disagreements, i'm glad we solved it in our ways. Can't believe what's life w/o you. I love you girl ttm. <3


Another bff of mine. HAHA! Alrights, thanks for your dumbiest joke i ever heard esp when i'm down, and your that joke i laughed. And i'm the only one will always laugh with you for sureee. And thanks for being there with me, whenever you know i'm sad over smth. HAHA! I love you lah girl. <3 (but not as much as jj!)

HAHAHA! 9NINE. My clique that i treasure the most. This was how everyone looked like when it was taken 2yrs ago? or 3? Can't rmb well. Whatever, i'm glad and thankful to had met all these wonderful girls. You girls rock my lifeeee so much and i hope our friendship will be a blast for this year, 2010. Without you girls, i think we can never have so many exchange of dirty little secret. Well, I love you girls so muchhhhhhhieeeee. <3>


HAHA! My dear fareaha. This girl, i can hardly meet her. If meet her must wait till very very long that kinda. :( But, thanks dear! We should meet up soon before i school reopen for me etc. Just want you to know, we should share more about our dirty little secret. Club soon okayyyy?! I love you. <3>

Darling, les partner, so many nicknames for you. HAHA! Just want tell you, without knowing you in workplace, i'll never get to know your lame jokes etc, and i like when you go yayaya with me, down the street, saw people being damn bitchy kinda. Omg, and those ugly couplezzzz. People still thought we were cousin, so funny that scene. I love you, my les partner. <3>

I'm glad 2009 had alry passed, and this year, i'm going live happy as before, as 2009 was my worst year, worst in term of friends, romance etc. It totally sucks, but thanks god it all happened. Why? Because i learnt my lesson, i learnt to become a better friend. better person, better daughter. Leave those painful footprints behind, this year will be blast year of me, not matter what!

Esp my mum and bro. I'm glad you guys never fail to make me become a better person by restricted me esp my mum. -.o ever since dad left this house, and left the 3 of us, we knew that life will be very tough for us. But we still overcame it. We learnt to tolerate one another's temper and attitude. I love you both. You both made a great impact on my life. Without you both, i'll probably die in some isolated island. HAHAHA! Thanks mum and bro. <3

HAHAH! See! Told you sucha long post right. Pretty lazy to type others alry. Shall update more on my twitter. :D

Byes!