Mark the end of Marchhhhhh

Paranoid feeling, fear of results. Sigh!

I wish you know that, i didn't fight back anymore when you return, was because i do not want all the shit to happen on me all over again.

" 越是挣脱越缠绕 我比你明了 "

March isn't a gr8 month for me, i just hope April gonna be nice to me.

Xoxo, Priscilla(:

Personality Split kills!

If lately, you've been watching this local drama, on Channel U - Secrets For Sale! Is one of the most awesome local drama, not because Jessica Liu is one of the Mediacorp artiste i admired, but this is the first show, that every episode i don't want missed out! If i were to miss out, i'll watch it online. Oh my, and tomorrow is the last episode already, so nice that i want to have more! This is the local drama is worth watching, even it's at 10pm. Heheheeee.

I only managed to google-d 2 of her nicest photos. God damn it! She is really very beautiful luh. ): I wish to be her, her ideal height, weight, and the beauty. Gonna dream on...... ):<

Well, back to reality, results gonna release in 1 day time, according to now i'm blogging is 1259am, so is Wednesday, and 0800 will be the release of results time. Sigh. Felt very paranoid, worried, sian, and many many mixed feelings. Idk if i should be happy that finally is the release of results, or i should be well prepared if the results turn out to be not i wanted? ): i really can't help it to be in this state. I'm so eager to know, yet of the fear, ended up did not sign up for the SMS for the release of results. I told myself, no matter what the outcome, if i fail, i really going to resign to fate that i really can't study, and i had did my best in all these. I shall not pin on to much hope then. Shall sleep early and wake up to accompany my mom tomorrow to 313.

Sigh, promised whatever it happen on 31 march, i'll accept the results, be it good or bad. ): ): ):

Nights All! Xoxo, Priscilla(:

Sometimes the hardest things to say are the things that really matter

" It has taken me a while, but i'm learning that letting go of you and the past is a good thing. It doesn't mean forgetting, it just means moving on. Because the fact is, we can't enjoy the present, and embrace the future when we're still stuck in the past. " - tumblr

My frantic thoughts are tearing me apart, really way too much. I'm done feeling sorry for myself , and i'm done being broken, and had enough of you make me feel like that at all. I'm going to make myself stronger, and no matter how i have to do it. No one is gonna make a stand for me, i'm taking a stand. If you think by you stepping into my life again, and out of it, and back again, and i'm fine with it, let me tell you, I totally feel like i'm the world most dumb bitch ever, for letting you fooled me, not once but twice. One day, you'll make me dislike for every shit things you had done for me, every fucking words you said to me, and lastly, make me feel like you worth nothing at all to me. Time prove everything. Once bitten, twice shy. That's it, i had enough! Don't you ever step into my life.

Dude, words are the most c h e a p e s t things in this world!

Xoxo, Priscilla(:

just another fairytale

Via Tumblr

Via Tumblr

This little boyboy of mine, is so cute ttm pleaseeee! i love him so much! Xoxo

Lately been not updating this little space of mine, sorry all. <: I'm lazy and past few days, my house under renovation, making me tired to clear and clean all rubbish, and painting, and many many more. Well, thanks god, its over now. I can finally relax abit, and after week(s) of not going work, i'm finally going work on friday. Yes, f i n a l l y ! Hahaaaa.

Life has been gr8 i guess, compared to Japan right now, i should slap myself if i were to say life isn't gr8 for me. Poor Japaneses. ): natural disaster..... Dear god, please please please be kind to all of us, even us, humans are making used of it, killing trees etc. ): Well, i'm just being lucky enough, i suppose. Sigh, Pray For Japan. Be strong, people over there. you guys gotten to hang on, life goes on no matter what! Xoxo.

Sometimes, to you, i just feel speechless, and felt that going back to square one, i'm just a fool, again. Your sorry, and everything, i just don't know what to say and feel like no longer useful to me, anymore. You got to know, is you who let the opportunity go, and not me. I just don't want hang on.

Nights, all!

Xoxo, Priscilla

Dirty Talk

Thanks for my best friend, Cassandra for this green green green mini cake, i love you babe! & i hope we'll be in the same class for higher nitec for April intake. (: THANKYOU!

Though this cake doesn't seem nice to anyone out there, but this was a very random yet nice surprise from my 3 best darlings, oh man..... when you've paper fall on your birthday, and i've to mug real hard on the day before, this surprise came just nice to kill off my sadness. i love you guys, Melva, Hien Eng & Wai Kiat. THANKYOU!

When it's a Wednesday's night, f i n a l l y no exam, no school,

Playing my iTunes playlist for club songs,

and when i get bored, this what i'll do...... HAHAHA!

Finally exam is overrrr! i can get to celebrate my belated birthday with my fav girls, this coming sat, at Phuture. Awesome or what?! & uncle is finally getting my camera for me! Happygirl91 ley. Though i hit the age of 20, but age doesn't matter, what really matter is what i've learnt throughout this 20 years. (:

It doesn't matter who hate me, because you this bitch just being jealous of me for idk what reasons, and can't be bothered to find out, cus' it would be wasting my time, since hatred is a waste of time. :P

It matter who love me, cus' i love you guys no matter what ok! Friendship meant real a lot to me, thanks for all ya presence, 9nine, Melva, Hien Eng, Wai Kiat, Lilian, Fareaha, Jasmine, Jamie, Kelvin, and many more. I don't need many friends in my life, all i need is these real few true friends. (:

Last but not least, my family! no matter how bad they always say about me, treat me bad or good, i love them very much. (: no words can really say how much at times, i dislike them yet feel awesome having them in my life. :D

Blog for awhile to kill time, while i watch gossip girl! ^^

i was asked, "do you miss me?"

i wish to tell you, if it's last year, yes i miss you. for now, i doubt you, i even doubt myself,

whether what you said are true.

i no longer can trust my judgement that you're coming back for good or what.

i dare not ask for much, hoping you'll stay for good, that's all.

):

Night all!

Xoxo, Priscilla(:

i'm touched for all the wishes!

i love every single of you who wished me. Be it on FB, twitter, whatsapp, text, phone calls, face to face, surprises etc. I appreciated. I'll do a proper post right after my exam, and belated celebration whoever wants to. (:

Happy 20th burd-day to myself. i just want to get good grades that's all for now!

Xoxo, Priscilla(:

No pain No gain(:

Prove to me that i'm wrong in my judgement.
My best friends told me, you gng hurt me once again since you did that.
They told me you treated me like a toy.
I told them, "if he bothered to come back just to explain, and feel sorry about it,
Well, i think he deserved a second chance. Everyone made mistakes, but whether you bothered to amend it, is another problem. "
But since i made up my decision, i'm willingly to take this risk all over again.
No Pain, No Gain!(: right?
And if my heart gng break again, well.... Blame me for being dumb to make this mistake.
"once bitten, twice shy"
Now, i should give my all to upcoming major! Last lap to go, it'll determine everything!
Goodnight!(:
PS: im using my phone to blog!

Xoxo, Priscilla(:

Goodbye February, hi march!

GOODBYE FEBRUARY, HI MARCH!

HI EXAMINATION IN FEW DAYS TIME, AND GOING GRADUATE ON 9 MARCH! BYE THIS UNIFORM FOR A TIME BEING THEN! (:

Oh well, as mentioned in twitter, if you've follow me, march going be awesome, this is so crap i tell you. First few of days of march is tougher than i thought. Well, i believe the rest of the days it would be very smooth and steady, please! I need motivation to carry on with my revision luh. ):

Though i do not have any mood to celebrate my upcoming 20th birthday, but i would be happy to whoever is going celebrate with me, or rather, make the little effort to do so. To be honest,i got no plan for my birthday. All i know in the end, i would end up quarrel with my mom, which it happen every year, it had becoming a habit that i'm very used to it. Sick and tired of all these bullshit!

Oh well, 4 more days to my birthday......

Can i've......

- Agnes B latest collection bag? &

- Canon digital camera?

Bye!

Xoxo, Priscilla, i'm 19 years old still! <:

This time round, i bet my trust on you again, well i believe everyone deserved a second chance ya?(: