i gave up on uploading those photos! ): it took me exactly 15 mins to keep reload the whole thing. Wasted my time, BTH!
Oh before i forget, my dear IRIS. P is back, let's screammmmmm! can't wait to party real soon with all my 9 girls! & my dear fareaha <3
& also, i miss my two besties - J darling & kelvin lim! you both better meet me soon! i want see your both faces ok and i want gossip with you both soon too! <3 miss you both badly ):
lately, i've been quite busy with school works too. tonnes of projects, assignments, and tests. deadlines can really kill me off! i really want destress much. & june is my worst busy month ever! mom's thingy, class test, exams, dance's practices, projects, and working gonna really kill me! i want so much of freedom, i could not smell my hoilday is coming despite is on 12 of june! ):
what can i really expect from? ):

A picture represents a thousand words. I think, guys tell lie because they want to protect themselves from gett' hurt, but girls tell lie because they don't want to hurt the other party. Probably that's the truth. :/ anyway, i quoted from a drama. :>

Ask yourself how much have you changed. This the gap that drifted. Seriously, are you happy?

Oh well...... probably you're right now. So, friend, bye! (:

Forgiveness is free, but you gotten to know that, trust is earned. Probably you gotten to work double hard to earn back the trust then. Tyvm!

i'm tired from all these shitxz! Shall we say goodbye now? Sigh!

Bed is calling me, buaixzxz!

i really need a break that i really deserved.

sooner or later, this gap gonna be very widen.

you may not know how hurts it could be, fucking much affected.

just when you know the truth actually hurts, is how much time you've wasted on it.

somethings left untouch, will only bring regrets in life,

some people passed by w/o knowing, will only bring sadness in life,

some words left unsaid, will bring how much you wanted to say or fuck that person!

some actions will only treat it as a joke to people, whereby you ain't a clown.

am i really happy right now?

i doubt so .......

When i was fking bored at hme, waiting for my oreo crush to be deliever to my home, i used my first ever lappy to shoot shoot! sounded retarded, but i own a lappy after so long. though is not what i want, but its ok. thanks D! :>

Oh no, i neglected this space of mine again. as usual, im super busy with school assignments & tonnes of projects etc. hardly have my own time. weekend was spent well with my family. when was the lasttime i really spent my time with my mom & uncle. hah! i don't know either. im really fking tired almost everyday after school. 8am to be in school everyday is a torture, esp nowadays weather in the morning was kinda of drizzling. ohmy! how not to sleep even more eh?! HAHA! anyhow! lessons were pretty alrighty! life hasnt been very smooth for me. sigh! i missed the fun, i missed my girls, i missed every single one of you. i don't know how, knowing the gap is gett' further apart, but chosen to keep quiet. no, im not tired of my life either, just that why the history gotten to repeat itself again & again! fuckkkk! __

back to my show naowzzz! :>

is not about making the first move,

is more about am i willing to do so.

with luv,

Priscilla Wee

When was the lasttime you say 'i luv you' to your mum?
When was the lasttime you thanks her for bringing you & your siblings up?
When was the lasttime you really hug & tell her how much you need her?
When was the lasttime you kiss on her forehead whisper to her 'luv you, mummy' ?
I don't remember, rather i rmb how badly i treated her, now wanting to luv her more while i can.
Somehow, i regretted much, i really do.....
I may seemed happy, but in fact, i'm weak. Knowing the truth is totally heartache, she is the strongest woman on earth, she played a very impt part in my life. She is someone i needed most, i luv most, & willingly to do anything just want her to be normal, & be happy. I'm not trying to act pity, but this is the only space i could tell. When you know the world is going crash onto you, you left with nothing, but to be stong & no matter how fucking sad you're, you gotten be happy. Why am i doing so? All because of you, mom! ):
Mom, this is for you.
I know you learnt to accept the truth, you seemed happy, but i know you're not. I'm glad you stay optimistic despite the whole world gonna crash onto you. I luv you mom, very deep down. I don't care how our family gonna be, nothing really matter now, except you. You've me & bro. I promise i'll take gr8 care of you. I'll do anything just want you to be real happy. I'll do anything just want this family to be happy again. I believe things gonna be alright after all these. I rly cannot lose you. Once again, you're the strongest woman on earth. You're my luv, my everything, mom! i luv you.





Xoxo,
Priscilla

this post is for my one & only dearest mummy.

Although you won't get to read my blog, but still, i want post this for you. (: i know i've been a very bad daughter all these while. Being demanding, defiance, you name it, i did it to my mum. I knew when we quarrelled, i saw those tears in your eyes, instead of wiping it for you, i choose to quarrelled till i got my rights back. Sometimes, your caring is over demanding, but i know is for my own good. I sensed that. Yes, i know i'm a very bad daughter. Today is mother's day, i wanted you to know,

Mummy, i luv you. I knew words do not weigh much, is my actions prove to you. Mother's day is not about giving you present, is telling you 'thank you'. When i'm tired from a long day in school, & you were tired from work, nevertheless, you'll buy foods for me, giving me chicken esscene to drink. When i've exam, you prepared breakfast for me to allow me to have enough energy. You never failed to stood by me. From young till now, i learnt much. No matter how harsh my words are to you, no matter how fucked up am i, i still luv you as much as when we were brought together since th day i was born.

Thank you, mummy. Tdy is your special day. I hereby wish you Happy Mother day to you. We may have disagreements at times, however, all these brought us even closer. I do not care how people look down on us, i do not care how poor we are. i still want you to know.....

Thank you for your luv, concern, caring. Thanks for bringing me up. Thanks for your punishment to make me a better daughter. Thanks for being there for me. I want you to know, be it in the past, present, future, next life, deep inside my heart,

i always luv you. (L)

xoxo, Priscilla Wee

i know im late, but then still want say.....


HAPPY 20TH BURDY to you, my j darling! (L)
it has been ages since we last meet up, we need to meet up soon to gossip again & hv eat nice foods again, right?! 8 digits away, & we'll be gg out shop again! miss you! <3


& yes yes! HAPPY 19TH BURDY to you, honey! (L) oh yes! hope you enjoyed last night at phuture! HAHA! totally a mess when most of ya got drunk. see ya soon & miss you! <3
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oh yes, i went phuture last night. :> th crowd was fking flooded! totally flooded that kinda. like omfg! nevertheless, yes! all enjoyed i suppose. hah! i hope i did too! seeyou girls on th dancefloor again in july! meanwhile, club till you girls drop uh! HAHAH! im not mean! ;)
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if you were to ask, yes! school has been gr8 to me. my cca was damn fierce bcos of the upcoming event on july. weeet-oh-weeet! can't wait! :D ok, tonnes of projects, assignments are coming on its way. i don't wanna play anymore, focus pris! you gotten to! CA is less than a month, i need get gpa 4! pls! (: hah! oh shitta! tmrw is mother's day, idk what to get for my mum. will my kiss to her will be enough? i hope so! hahaha! crap! totally crap!
alright, gotten to do my PROJECTS like naowzzz!



BUAIXZX!

you took the night away, it can never be that awesome anymore.
don't blame me for being nasty, because i can be mean to you! HAHAHA!

xoxo, Priscilla Wee

ok, fine! i kept backspace my post, wondering what should i post over this lil space of mine, i don't know either. :/
i'm tired, sick of this.
anyway, i spent my labour day at sentosa, having this short suntanning with my dear fareaha, & yes! we were complaining about those sunburnt we had. hah! luv you babe!
& yes! on a lighter note, zouk next sat with my fav girls again. :D





i can be better, at the same time, be nasty to you!
do you deserved? oh yea, you deserved.
well done is better than well said, don't you agreed?