Oh yeahzzzz. Is the x'mas season, but i felt is just normal days. Bcos my pay haven't come yet. I need wait till jan. Omfg! That's very very long. :( me super poor, that gotten rely on my mama. Love her ttm only when she don't nag at me coming hme late like 5plus in the morning. Heh.
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I spent my wednesday night at phuture with all my clubbing mates. (L) However, i felt i wasted it lah. Aw. Saw what i shouldn't saw. Heard what i shouldn't heard. What's wrong with me? Anyway, had drink outside, was on phone with V at that point of time, as i wasn't feeling great. Thanks. <3 . . . . . . So, tonight, my x'mas eve. I'm gng drink till i drop with all my drinking mates. Me lovve all of you lah. Always have drinking session. Super duper shiok. Hope my mum doesn't nag at me like nobody business. Yawns! So ...................
MERRY X'MAS! HOHOHO! :D
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below are my first and last post, after today, i'll let it go.
L, since things had turned out this way. i think it is also the time for me to say all these out. i'm thankful all these while, having you ard me esp during my o's preparation period. though is a small thing, but i really appreciated it alot. i knew many things happened all these while, and i tried to learn and overcome it. being a typical girl, i saw those changes in you, and things that happened in me. i dare not speak out bcos at that point wasn't the right time for me to do so. now, i'm able to bring out the courage to do so, which also mean that, i'm learning to let go of you. i'm prepared not bcos i've V, is bcos i want to learn how to be strong enough too. and i believe you need time to have fun etc after a long term rs, and you mentioned you wanted to travel. i really understood it and i've been very understanding abt it too. if both of us doesn't make any first move, pls, let me be the one that leave this love game. i'm tired, yet i still love you. :(