Sunday, March 21, 2010


Since when was the last time i really touch my com to update my blog when i gotten my iphone? HAHAH! 24/7 on my phone, esp my twitter. once in awhile, my blog. i had ditch my blog for quite some time. i'm back naowzzz, with lil post. :>
oh.... i missed hanging out late with my friends, missed going zouk almost every wed, missed going to work full of laughter, missed having fun in class, missed gg for picnic w friends, missed gg shopping every weekend with my uncle & brought alot of cosmetics hme & missed studying till dawn with friends. i missed alot of happening things i used to had & all these are no longer the same. ): i felt abit selfish, that whenever friends asked me to have a meet up, the reply from me will be the same, like 'huh, i not free leh, tmrw working', 'no money', 'cos of my mummy, cannot go club that often'. FTW! HAHA! i admit im lousy in juggling btw work, friends & family. I h8 it when im stuck in btw, idk what to do, (of cos i don't cry to solve my prob lah. HAHAHA) i felt the whole world is gng crush onto me. i do envy how all my friends leading v well in their life, but i'm not. i'm not happy at all, i'm learning bit by bit to spice up my life, but it doesn't help me much, in fact i felt the world is gng end in few days time that kinda. LOL! my life is pathetic isn't it! (I AGREED!) people do come & go, they don't stay by your side forever, isn't it?! if that is the case, why in this world there are sucha people ard me. alright, enough of my nonsense. in short, life is too short for me to hold. i gotten to cherish what i had, but i always wonder, would life be gr8 without my presence? :/
AIN'T EMOZZZZ POST! HAHA!
alrights,
bye!